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Fear of comfort

I’m bout fed up to here wit the lies and the shit that you feed yourself and everyone else you come in contact with. I don’t take back every word that i said, i just regret the fact that i put it in your head. It’s all good, like i say, i’m gone for good, why wait for a shadow to be more then itself, cuz once the light comes on your all alone, the darkside of ambition, the constant repition of "if only", i’ll pass, i’m already dead from my hunger, my soul rest in my mind under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion, trivail thoughts fleet quickly as does your love for those who dont resiprica

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Last moment of sanityReal words, don't mean a thing, why you think i call myself silence. Whats the point of smiling? It's not raining hard enough yet, I don't sleep to dream, aint got no dreams left. I prefer the lights to be out, so i cant see the lies, but i can still smell it, aint no where to hide. I'd put my heart on a platter, up to the highest bidder, single or not i'ma still be bitter. 4 yrs ago til now, how proud i am that i haven't bowed down to my sexual frustration, times of hesitation, when they willingly offered participation, I'm worth more then one night of physical complication, You want me to be controlled and locked up inside, otherwise it's j Last moment of sanity
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Fear of comfortI’m bout fed up to here wit the lies and the shit that you feed yourself and everyone else you come in contact with. I don’t take back every word that i said, i just regret the fact that i put it in your head. It’s all good, like i say, i’m gone for good, why wait for a shadow to be more then itself, cuz once the light comes on your all alone, the darkside of ambition, the constant repition of "if only", i’ll pass, i’m already dead from my hunger, my soul rest in my mind under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion, trivail thoughts fleet quickly as does your love for those who dont resiprica Fear of comfort
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Tue Jan 17, 2006, 10:39 AM

It's all over now, i don't think when you see me ya'll ever smile, i'm not worth ya while, the distance away from me you need is probably a long mile. My words wil bite you quicker then a hungry crocadile. I've been out for a while, i know you want me here, but these words i hear, is the thoughts that cause fear. i'm not sure what to say, things don't go my way, so i'm just go the way of my multipul personalita'. passive aggressive enough to grab ya bag of weed, smoke it in your face and put the roach out on ya cheek.

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~es245 Apr 2, 2008, 6:26:15 PM

you fucking suck. Don't ever write anything again. You should break all of your pencils, throw away your notebooks and smash your computer right now

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Real art is not a product of cause and effect. Passion and discipline do not equal recognition and reward.

*So-naa Feb 28, 2006, 11:19:05 AM

Thanks for the

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Oh, So clumsy, so desperate, so sad, a bird with broken wings...
That's how it is when you have a stone in your heart and you can't cry out, and you can't let it go... -Tan

" I loved my shadow, this dark side of me that had my same restless nature..."

~prestoaihe Jan 25, 2006, 8:07:43 AM

i know, and you're right it aint, but i'm not very happy with this individuals atitude and i'm not one to let things go until i feel it's a reasonable moment

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Silly humans

~Yami-Lamia Jan 28, 2006, 12:28:12 PM

I hope that after Charles' comment you can let it go. He told me about how you and Nick are like brothers. One the one hand I'm envious of him for having someone such as you but conversly, I'm not sure if I could handle someone defend me at all times. Lol, j/k. I can tell you're a good guy. Just try not to let the stupidity of humanity cloud your heart.

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"What do you cherish most? Give me the pleasure of taking it away. Shall I give you despair?"--Sephiroth
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~prestoaihe Feb 9, 2006, 7:38:53 AM

Don't worry about me, I'm cool. I was just having fun really, ya know. just messin around, but i mean it's all good and what was said. i hold no grudges. though i did mean it when i said that i wouldn't stop. so when ever it gets started again i already done shot back.

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~Yami-Lamia Jan 18, 2006, 9:43:15 PM

Preston...You're Mike Blaze too, right? I understand your anger in Nick's journal but it was a problem that was resolved before your comment. I apologize for butting in but I don't think a journal is the place for a battle of wits.

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~bommie Jun 27, 2005, 5:48:18 PM

hey, thanks for adding my picture to ur favs

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bomb bunny bommie FTW! :3

~prestoaihe Mar 17, 2005, 6:59:40 AM

I love the arts so much. I don't want to limit myself to just one form. So far I'm a part time musician and i'm a writer, but I want to learn how to draw more then ever. But i'm not sure where I need to start. now i can draw a little bit, but i need direction if ya know what i mean.